Nightingale

18th July Friday Cloudy

2006-08-18T19:50:00.000+08:00

Hi,
It was March when I last updated my blog. Ha! I am just too lazy to log in and update my blog. After viewing blogs of others, I feel that mine sux. Haha. Simply sux. Too dull, too serious... 2 weeks from now will be my prelims. 2 months from now will be my a levels. 4 months from now, I will be in NS. Life just keeps on moving, depriving you from any rest. I have alot of things to say, but this isnt the right medium for me to express them out. haha..
kk
See you

What I am feeling...

2006-03-08T22:43:00.000+08:00

Many things had happened the past few days. Be it in school or at home, all these things had sparks spiralling thoughts in my mind.
What had I actually done that is worth people's praises?
Why are people in this world behaving in such bias ways?
Cant there be any fairness in this world?
There is no greater unequality than the equal treatment of unequals.
Haiz
...
Gan Chu Liang Duo!!
Someone SAVE me!!

What is wrong?

2006-02-24T22:52:00.000+08:00

Friday, erratic weather. Rainy and sunny.
Many things happened in school. Many things.
People do change. I also changed. Everything changes.
I am super tired. Homeworks, STaR synposium, CCA, SSEF, meetings, and most importantly Common test.
I am feeling so sucky right now. Super sian. Sense of loneliness, alot of things just cant be explained. Issue involving my studies, my life, my CCA, etc... There are really many things that i am confused and puzzled. Can anyone pls enlighten me.
I dont wish to make the same mistakes all over again.
...

Sunday=Hot/Sunny/Tireing/ Sianz...

2006-02-19T21:41:00.000+08:00

Today ar... So hot, sunny and sian... I dont know what had gotten into me.. This weekend super sian. Also dont know why. No adrenaline rush in me. Nothing at all. No driving force in me. Totally nothing. I was soooo Sian... Tried smsing ppl, still so sian.... Try msn, still so sian... I have been waiting. waiting.. waiting... I am still waiting to start a conversation with someone that is willing to talk to me.. Haiz...
This weekend... I break record liao. Did alot of homework. At least to my ability, i did a lot:) Something to be happy about... However, super stress sia this weekend. Also dont know why... Stress from family, sch and MYSELF... Haha..
ai ya.. Some things cannot be describe in words. Just dont know how to put it...
Cheers
CYA

Thursday, 2nd day after Valentine's Day and 1 day b4 Road Run

2006-02-16T20:08:00.000+08:00

Long time never come to blog le. Haha. Nowadays, not much appetite. Also dont know why. Haiz. BMI is 16 le-> considered as severely underweight! Haha. What should I do? hmmm...

2nd day after Valentine's Day le. Haha. As usual, nothing different this year. Am wondering, why must ppl give flowers, presents on V-Day? Is it a rule that presents and flowers need to be exchange or given on V-Day? How about the rest of the year? Dont need give? Haha.. Life is just----- Like this?! Haha..

Tomorrow is road run. I damn sian le la. Also dont know why. These few weeks, dont even know what happened to me. I am like totally detached from this world, totally lost. Lost interest in almost everything. It was like so what if this thing happen? So what if i dont do this and that? I just dont know what had gotten into me. Sometime I think I should just remain as a quiet and inactive boy like in Secondary Sch. Haiz. But what to do, with great power lies great resposibility?! Haha.. Haiz..

Met alot of ppl, in sec sch, NJC year 1, NJC year 2, alot la. But most on them , I met them online on MSN messenger. Brought back some memories. Spices up my boring life. Alot of emotional feelings. Numerous thoughts went through my mind, but I think that I am just thinking too much.. Haha
Okay. I shall continue sianing..
CYA

Chu 2.. 2nd Day of Chinese New Year

2006-01-30T17:54:00.000+08:00

Long time no see....
Long since I posted a message here.
It was long...
Well, nothing much has changed.
Hectic school life.
Filled with frustration, wonders and excitement.
I admit that school is fun.
Definitely fun.
Not lonely.
2 days ago, Chinese New Year Eve.
Everything was going and happening weird.
Not even a single sense of joyfulness in me.
It does not seem like Chinese New Year to me.
Total sianess engulfed me.
Dont know why.
Just SIAN.
At around 12 midnight, received some sms that brighten my day.
I havent had this kind of feelings long time ago.
Warmth, surprise, and ...
Now, 2nd day of Chinese New Year.
Still the same.
Same old me.
BUT with another different drive in me.
Difficult to put it in words.
...
...
...
Cheers

The day after attachment

2005-12-17T11:46:00.000+08:00

Saturday, sunny day.
First day after attachment. Still alotof work to be completed. log Book, reports, forms, etc.
Met alot of ppl during my attachment. Ppl older and of the same age as me. Ppl from local university, ppl working in ICES, and ppl who are research scientist,research engineer and research fellow. Great fun during this period of attachment. Real great fun. However, all things need to come to an end. Sadly, it ended yesterday. Ha... Miss alot of ppl there.
Haiz...
cheers

Life after Promo

2005-10-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

Hi,
Life after promo.. Hmm.. Life is still the same as before promo. Mug mug and still mug. Lol, but become a bit slack after promo. Haha.. Still waiting for result to come out, before considering taking S paper. Haiz.... sad sia... still need to wait. However, I am also happy. My research attachment will start on Nov 14. Yeah. So fun. Haha...
cheers

Endless Love 神话

2005-09-18T16:36:00.000+08:00

Endless Love
神话

jackie chan 成龙 and kim hee-seon 金喜善

解开我最神秘的等待
星星坠落风在吹动
终于在将你拥入怀中
两颗心颤抖
相信我不变的真心
千年等待由我承诺
无论经过多少的寒冬
我绝不放手

现在竟抓住我的手闭上眼睛
请你回想起过去我们恋爱的日子
我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦
我们连 ‘爱你’ 这一句话都无法讲

每一夜被心痛穿越
思念永没有终点
早习惯了孤单相随
我微笑面对
相信我你选择等待
再多苦痛也不闪躲
只有你的温柔能解救
无边的冷漠

现在竟抓住我的手闭上眼睛
请你回想起过去我们恋爱的日子
我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦
我们连 ‘爱你’ 这一句话都无法讲

让爱成为你我心中
那永远盛开的花
穿越时空绝不低头永不放弃的梦

我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦
我们连 ‘爱你’ 这一句话都无法讲

让爱成为你我心中
那永远盛开的花

我们前往不要忘记我们的约定

唯有真爱追随你我
穿越无尽时空

我们连 ‘爱你’ 这一句话都无法讲

爱是心中唯一不变美丽的神话

A nice song. I would like to dedicate it to all of my friends. Hehe. Indeed a nice song....
cheers

Tired and Irritating Day

2005-09-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hi,
Just moved back to my original house. So tired and sian. Yet some assholes just want to quarrel to spice up the environment. Cant they just have peace? Cant they just say things nicely? Cant they just tolerate? haiz.. y is the world so weird? Filled with alot of weird people.
Haiz
cheers

Ambivalent Day

2005-08-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

Morning was fantastic. Went back to my secondary school for the speech day. Haha. Happy can pon school. Haha. Not exactly. Get to see my friends, teachers,etc. Great fun. Got a performance award, and Berlinda Charles book prize. Great fun. However, I was exhausted after the whole event. The thought of going back to NJC for lesson haunt me. No choice. I cant miss my chemistry practical, so Beng Hui and I rush back to school. Fun or you can say weird experience. Entering the school when most ppl are leaving the school. Haha.. Weird! But, I was sooo tired. Cant concentrate in class and cca. The worst thing happened durring my cca. "Found" out some things. These things disappoint me and cause me to be sad. Didnt quite enjoy my dinner. But no choice. As president, I must hang through. ok la. Shouldnt talk more, or else i will get more and more sad....
cheers

Competition Over

2005-08-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

Hi,
Finally, the long dreaded competition was over. Score: 7.53. The result was not that bad, and we learnt alot from it. However, problems arise when this big event approaches. I shall not elaborate. The only thing I had to say is that, I am very stress. Be it school work, or family matters, they are causing me alot of troubles. Lots and lots of troubles. I am really very very fed up and pissed off. I just didnt express it out. Ppl just take my kindness, my patience and my toleration for granted. I had been tolerating, and tolerating for so long. Yet no one realise it. What the hell man.. What is happening on this Earth. No justice, No fairnes.. Everything are just unfair. Everything goes wrong. Wrong here and there. But is it actually wrong, or is it just exagerated? Hyperbole? Haiz... Life is just so troublesome. Filled with pain, sorrow, and happiness. Sometimes I feel that i sucks like hell. But do i really sucks? Or is it other ppl that sucks that causes me to feel sucky? Haiz. everything on this Earth, no, This universe has 2 sides. Just has to see them differently. Haiz. I think my mindset should be change to view things differently. Really Differently. Haiz.
gtg
cheers

Countdown

2005-07-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hi,
Competition this sunday. 7am must reach school. Bus reaching at 7.30am. We have to move our stuffs to the atrium by 7.20am so that no delaying will happen. I am quite nervous. Never been to this kind of situation before. Hope that I can performly well on that day. Hope that nothing will crop up. Hope, hope and hope. I will assure u all that nothing wrong will happen on that day. Haiz.. The unseen pressure is there. I have to struggle through it. Haiz.... ook la.. gtg.. byebye

training training and training.....

2005-07-16T09:08:00.000+08:00

hi,
common test was over. Lion dance training resumed. Training every tuesday wednesday and friday. Every training session last for about 2 to 3 hours. I am very tired. My back and my arms are sooooo painful. countdown to competition: 15 more days.. Haiz... wish u are here. haha
cheers

results: shock and happiness

2005-07-09T09:10:00.000+08:00

hi,
get back my result for my common test. Didnt do very well for it, but I was shocked by the result I get. Feeling happy for Maths C, Physics and Chemistry. However, for my F Maths, I was surprised. I passed it without completing the whole paper. Let me tell you what exactly happen. As you know, my school alway gives us alot of past year paper to do, and i had tried them. All the papers were 6 questions long, so I thought that my paper will also be 6 questions long. To my horror, my paper was 8 questions long, but I did not realise it until the last 10 minutes of my paper. I pass this paper even though the last 2 qns cause me 31 marks.. byebye

Common test finally over. Oral next.

2005-07-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

hi,
my common test 1 was finally over... HaHa.. so happy. Although i know that i will not be doing well this time, but it was ok la.. Actually, i shouldnt have studied for it man.. make no difference.. lol... learnt quite alot during the common test.. not in the sense of knowledge, but in exam technique... lol.. benefit alot.. ok la.. i go rest liao.. after common test, so tiring sia... must go refresh myself.. byebye
cheers

Bad day, first day.

2005-06-27T19:21:00.000+08:00

haiz... to day have my first 2 papers for common test.. did badly for both... haiz.. y am i so careless..... y!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz.. wat to do.. over liao lor... haiz...... so sad sad sad sad sad....... haiz.......... y this kind of weird things can happen on me?? y..... haiz... byebye

Final Week

2005-06-20T09:38:00.000+08:00

This is the last week of the June holiday. Began my revision for common test last weekend. Met some difficulties, and I am afraid that I will not be able to finish my revision. Hope that everything comes out fine.
Last Saturday, went for a balloting session. Lion Dance competition coming. the experience of balloting was fine. Ah.. My lucky hand. I picked North, which means that NJC lion dance troupe will be competing on the last week of July. 31st July Sunday, Morning 10 to 1 pm. This gives us sufficient time to rehearse for the competition. We know that we are facing alot of professionals as they have more experience in lion dancing, compared to ours. We only trained for about 3 months only. Haiz. But it is alright. We are participating just for the experience.
Ok.. gtg to do my revision. BYEBYE

Problems do Appears At the Wrong Time

2005-06-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Intending to start my revision next week, as I thought trainings end this week. However, Coach told us that our standards are still quite low.. We need more practices. Next week 3 days training. Woah.. Song Bo... Haiz... How am I suppose to complete my stuffs? Help me!!
lol
cheers

Time Flies

2005-06-09T09:48:00.000+08:00

Time really flies.. From the start of the holiday, almost 2 weeks had past. I didnt even notice that. Too many activities. Need to buck up.. Common Test commences on the start of school. Haiz.. Am i able to complete all those stuffs? Who knows?.. I think I just had too burn some midnight oil.. Lol.. Cheers..

Asleep during a movie

2005-06-06T20:11:00.000+08:00

haha. read at the title. I fell asleep during the movie. LOL.. Today morning went to school for lion dance practice. Followed my father along, thats why i reach school half an hour before training starts. Training was fun. Was afraid that I will be the only guy during training, however, my seniors came back. LOL. They helped me move those tables. Arrange some of the stuffs. Thanks! My thumb got injured. LOL. I think i hit the drum quite hard la. So my skin kana cut. lol. ok gtg
cheers

Saturday A Lazy Day

2005-06-05T12:32:00.000+08:00

Today, feels so lazy. Dont wish to do anything. Maybe I just returned from my camps. So tired. Found something new during the camp:) Shouldnt elaborate more. However, my handphone gone crazy today! The screen turns blank, and I cant on it at all. Haha.. My opportunity came. Can but 1 new one. However, I dont know whether my brothers will agree on that or not. He suggested to take it for repair. Haiz.. I prefer to but a new one which serves as a basic phone. Maybe Samsung X460C, but I think it is not that cheap. LOL.. Haiz.. Wish everything turn out fine:)
cheers

The End Of 1 But the Start Of Another

2005-06-02T17:53:00.000+08:00

Came back from my lion dance camp this afternoon, at around 4++pm.. I dont quite remember cause i fell asleep on my way home. Great fun and excitement. I had also learnt more stuffs, in terms of skills in drumming, as well as other aspects, such as social skills. Found more species of humans during this camp. Individualism is the cause of me finding different species of humans. I think I can do some research on ppl. :) haha.
True colours can be found in times of difficulties. However they are hidden when things are good and fine. I wonder, why must they do this and not that. This is so mysterious. What is going on in their minds? Thirst for power is good, only if you have the ability to control those powers.
I would like to declare something about me.
Firstly, I do not wish to be shouted or ordered around by other people if I had done nothing wrong. I can tolerate, but I will ignore you.
Secondly, I am not a very active person. I do not like stuffs to be done in a hurry. Some time could be allowed for things to be done. I will keep quiet when I dont want to talk.
Thirdly, put yourself into other ppl's shoes. Dont just say what you want. Consider all factors.
I think that is all about me. However I am not perfect. I do have my weaknesses. Such as short-tempered, like to know things that do not concern me, kay po in order words..
ok. i am very tired. Bye
cheers

Finish and Starting

2005-05-30T19:59:00.000+08:00

Just finished my s & t camp, yet starting my lion dance camp. Haiz. So tiring.. However, for the competition, I will do anything. Did some shopping with my food commitee at coronation plaza. Need to buy stuffs for the camp. The first item on the list is... Bread. 20 LOAVES. Can you imagine it? So many... 1 trolley filled of bread.. HAHA.. Then we bought quite a number of canned food. All the things we bought require about 6 persons to carry them back to school. Luckily the side gate is opened. Otherwise, our hands will be broken.. lol.. I went back to Bukit Batok Secondary School to collect my O Level Cert. Went to chinese orchertra too. Have fun teaching secondary 1 juniors. They are fun, but they are quite naughty.. lol... quite tiring.. I think havent recover from the 1st camp. Yet got to go for second camp. gtg and rest..
cheers

Back yet about to Go

2005-05-29T23:01:00.000+08:00

Phew. Just got back from science and technology society camp, but will be going to lion dance camp on tuesday. LOL. Sian. Camps after camps. Need to wash all my stuffs and get them ready by tomorrow. Hope that the weather will be fine, so that my things will dry faster.
The S and T camp was fun, especially the amazing race. Did some running about in shopping centres in orchard road and it was Sunday. There was alot of ppl, but we manage to bypass them and ran to our objectives. We won the amazing race by coming 1st, this may be due to the good start we had. Our first destination was quite close to us, thus we took the minimum time to reach it. Most of the effort goes into the team, so that we were able to win this race.
Learnt quite alot in this camp. Shall not elaborate. Different ppl learn different stuffs. Ok. GTG. Didnt sleep well on the first night.
cheers

Last Day Is Terrible but not exactly terrible

2005-05-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Today had my first SPA assessment. Skill C and D.. Did all the things correctly but I made a careless mistake. Suppose to calculate 1dm3 but I only calculate for 25cm3.. Haiz.. Careless la.. Never read questions properly la.. Nvm we learn through our mistakes. Have cca today, lion dance. Quite fun. I think this is the first time I play the drum well.. lol.. But it is at the end when i want to go tuition liao. DOnt know why leh. Today just whack the drum like no one busines.. Maybe not many ppl around.. HEHE so not shy and not nervous. I think i need to grow more thick skin.
ok
tomorrow still got camp. Got to pack my baggage liao. Cheers

The Day Before First SPA

2005-05-26T20:19:00.000+08:00

Thursday, is a long day for me. Have lessons till 4.30 pm. Today quite boring. Everything seems so lifeless. Even my class is unusually quite. My project work had met some serious problems and my group are trying our best to solve it. Tight schedules and deadlines have to be met. I dont think I have sufficient time to complete them. This June holiday will be very tight and busy for me. Haiz.

Monday on Tuesday

2005-05-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

Today, my school runs on monday timetable although it is tuesday. It was somehow quite fun. A kind of new experience. However, I am very tired after school. I stayed in school for about 12 hours, half of a day. Reached school at 7.20am , but left school at around 7.30pm. In addition, I do not have many breaks. Only one 20 minutes break and 1 lunch break. Thats all,whereas my lessons end at 6.30pm, plus my cca. Haiz. Life is fun and exciting, but it can be tiring. All my holidays are gone. Occupied by STaR Program and all my maths c and f maths exercises. Although i prefer staying at home rather than going out, it does not mean that i enjoys doing my work. However for the sake of my future, i can only move on with it. Just need to hang in there for 1 and a half year and it will be over. Hope that everything will be fine.

gtg. Still need to do some stuffs.
cheers

Bright and Full Moon

2005-05-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

Rays of white light cut through the dark sky of 23th May 2005. Tracing back, the white and shining ball is accompanied by some minute ones. Flashing brightly in contrast with the dark sky. I wonder... How come the moon and stars are unusually bright tonight? Is it because they are shining brighter tonight, or is it because the sky is darker tonight. No one knows the answer.
We are usually accompanied by only a few people that are close to us. May it be friends or may it be family members. They will always accompany us through times of trouble and happiness. However, have you ever appreciate those people around you? They are just like the stars, shining brighter when the sky is darker and when the moon is not shining that bright.
Haiz..
Should end off here. Still got lots of stuffs to complete. See ya.
cheers

The Beginning

2005-05-23T03:36:00.000+08:00

Hi,
This is my first blog so I will try my best to make it as good as possible.

2005-05-22T15:20:00.000+08:00

Today, is Vesak Day, yet I am staying at home doing my E-lecture on Work, Energy and power. Just finished it 5 minutes ago, but I still have alot of stuffs to do, such as tutorials, additional exercise, assignments and most importantly PW. [Project Work] In addition, I still need to study for my chemistry SPA Skill C&D. This coming 2 weeks will be very busy for me. Almost everyday is a late day for me, my next weekend will be burned too. Camps and camps.. When will they end?
Life and soul sapping. I am afraid I will not take it anymore. However, great responsibility lies behind great power, I will hang on till the end, till the day victory is in my hand.
Ok coming back. I hope my coming week and June holiday will be spent wisely and to the fullest. My mind now is set on one big thing, a thing that can be achieved with ease, but with hard work and perseverance. Like what Thomas Alva Edison said "Genius is one percent inspiration and ninety-nine percent perspiration." I shall and I will move toward this objective.